Jackie is a 37-year-old married woman living in the American heartland with her husband of 8 years. One year ago her husband made an admission to her she never saw coming. His long held secret fantasy of seeing her fuck another man. SnV asked Jackie to walk us through her journey from a doting wife to a naughty Hotwife.
SnV: What were your first thoughts after your husband told you he wanted to watch you having sex with other men?
Jackie: (Laughs) I thought he was joking, right? I mean, what a thing to say. I think it took me fifteen minutes before I realized he was serious.
SnV: Did the idea appeal to you?
Jackie: No, not at first. I couldn’t understand why he’d want that. Why he’d want me to do that?
SnV: So what changed your mind?
Jackie: He would mention it every time we had sex, and he would say it right when we were at the top, like, right before I’d orgasm. Stuff like, “Wouldn’t want another dick in you…”
SnV: And that’s what did it?
Jackie: Well, yeah. He’d paint these pictures in my head of these fictitious guys fucking me. I eventually started to enjoy thinking about it. I would look forward to him saying it every time we had sex, and really turned me on.
SnV: Okay so how did fantasy become reality? How did you make the leap?
Jackie: It actually wasn’t that hard. My husband’s persistence. Took probably two months, and he would mention my old ex of mine.
SnV: Do you mean an old boyfriend?
Jackie: (Laughing) Yeah, ex-fiance actually, it just didn’t work out, you know. But I always had a thing for him, guess I never got over him.
“It was really easy to go back to fucking my ex, it was like we never broke up. I did feel a little guilty the first time, especially with my husband right there in the bedroom watching us. But I got over it.”
SnV: So your husband wanted you to fuck your old boyfriend. Did you?
Jackie: Yeah. (Grinning)
SnV: Was that hard for you?
Jackie: No. It was really easy to go back to fucking my ex, it was like we never broke up. I did feel a little guilty the first time, especially with my husband right there in the bedroom watching us. But I got over it.
SnV: And what did your ex think about all this? I mean, how did you guys approach him on the subject?
Jackie: Funny enough, my husband friended him on his Facebook page and started talking with him. We spent a month just talking to him online. I mean, my husband did, but he let me see all the chats. He’d tell him stuff like, Jackie still talks about you. Jackie still has the hots for you. Shit like that. We’d send him nude pics of me.
SnV: I bet that got his attention.
Jackie: Oh yeah. Eventually, my husband just came out and told him he always wanted me to have sex with another guy, and that he would like it if he could see us fuck in front of him.
SnV: How long did it take your ex to say yes?
Jackie: Immediately. (Laughs) Yeah.
SnV: So at this point you haven’t committed to anything yet. I like to know what was going through your head once you knew you were going to go through with it?
Jackie: it’s a crazy feeling. I mean you get butterflies in your stomach like you’re going on stage to do a performance. Honestly, I never thought of it till right now. I sort of was putting on a performance from my husband.
That’s when I knew I wanted it, God he felt good. It was crazy when he got on top of me. I had forgotten how he felt inside. It was nothing like my husband.
SnV: Right. And you were looking forward to it?
Jackie: Oh God yes! My ex is gorgeous. Don’t get me wrong, my husband is a handsome man, but this was crazy. I felt like a schoolgirl, all nervous. I still shake my head and can’t believe it.
SnV: So did you all go to a hotel?
Jackie: No, we actually invited him to our home. My husband wanted me to fuck him in our bed. We invited him over one Saturday night. I was so nervous to see him in person.
SnV: did you all make small talk for a while?
Jackie: no not really. It all happened so fast. My husband and my ex had been chatting on Facebook a lot before, so the two kind of planned it out together. He kissed me almost as soon as he came in the door, and we started making out right there. He was squeezing my ass as we kissed.
SnV: You got right to it.
Jackie: Yeah. He definitely didn’t waste a lot of time. And by that point, I was really horny. (Laughs) I took him to our bedroom, and he took off my clothes while my husband sat in a chair that we keep in one of the corners. Then he took off his clothes, I hadn’t seen him naked in years, and he still looked great.
SnV: So you’re in your own home in your own bedroom with you and your ex-boyfriend both naked. And then?
Jackie: And then he pushed me on the bed, it was my husband’s side of the bed. I laid there on my back really nervous. He got on the bed with me and opened my legs and got between them. That’s when I knew I wanted it, God he felt good. It was crazy when he got on top of me, I had forgotten how he felt inside. It was nothing like my husband.
SnV: Was he better?
Jackie: That’s what my husband wanted to know too. Yeah, he’s about the same length, but he’s way thicker. We fucked like teenagers. He was flipping me, tossing me on the bed, you know?